There's nothing I love more than being a mommy....Yeah it is so hard at times, like when you are 37 weeks pregnant, BUT I wouldn't trade it for the world. We waited a long time for Ella and when she finally arrived I thought I would die from loving her so much. I didn't know that kind of love existed, and all of the sudden, it is slapping me across the face. :)
And now, as Emory's arrival is so close, I feel so many emotions......I am so excited to meet Emory and for Ella to become a big sister, but I am also terrified of having 2 children. I know that people have kids all the time and have more than 2, but how am I supposed to be SUPERMOM to two precious girls? I know that it is going to be hard, and I do have an amazing husband that is the best daddy ever. I think about this constantly....I know it is going to be a ton of work but a lot of fun!
I went to the Dr. this week and all is well! It is just a waiting game at this point. I am miserable and I want to cry most of time. I can only wear a few pieces of my maternity clothes and I hope that they will last a bit longer! One of my students told me the that she noticed I had a lot of pep in my step until after lunch and then not at all. I don't know what pep she is seeing because there is no pep in me at this point.
Cam took some pics this afternoon of me and my girl, well girls.
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